here comes the sun.

the weather is awfully chipper today.
i'm looking forward to summer.

one of the best days of my life.

You know when some thing is going so perfectly that there just has to be a catch, well, Friday the 19th of March 2010 was one of those days. Firstly end of term = bonus! (: But, the main point, it was finally the day that I got to see HIM, my favourite band! Joe and I managed to get two people from the front, it was perfect, the view was amazing and I was stood singing with my boyfriend. We had an hour and a half of pur happiness and I can't think of anything that has ever made me that happy, pure bliss. I just kept thinking that something was gunna screw up the evening, the only drawback was the half collapsing during the last song of the encore, but that didn't ruin my evening at all!



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page by page.

As my book develops, further into a plot of which i'm already aware of what happens, it's almost like the story is brand new to me. I love reading a good book, being almost swallowed by the book, entering a word of imagination. LOVELY! (:

I'm sat in my room, and I can smell some form of food, it smells lovely, and is making me quite hungry. Oh well. To be honest I haven't got enough food for a meal.

I'm going to see HIM tomorrow, infact this time tomorrow I will be waiting for them to come on stage! (: You have no idea how excited I am! Tomorrow up until 1 o'clock when i'm being picked up, will be hell, time will pass so slowly.


i love ville valo.

my love for vampire films.

i need a change.
something, anything really.
a new hair cut?


I watched new moon last night, and I've decided, that as bad an actress as she is, I do love Kristen Stewart's hair in that film. It is quite pretty, and I think that this may be the picture I'll take with me to the hair dressers.

Anyway, talking of 'vampire films' I'm reading the first book of the series that the television program true blood comes from, entitled; 'Dead Until Dark.' I've watched all the programs, well as far as the end of season two as that's all there is out at the moment, but... I am very impressed by both the story lines and the characters. I chose to read the books, purely because the books tend to be better, and to be honest it's much more fun imagining the characters in your head.

Bill Compton.
My favourite character! :)
He is the perfect gentleman, but has the right amount of mystery and darkness to him, and to be honest his voice is beautiful!

art has no limit.

(Dita by Marilyn Manson.)
Today I was asked the question:
"Why do you create art?"

I was at first, unsure of how to answer, afterall there are so many reasons why one would create a work of art. I decided to give the answer; 'I used to draw and paint because it was aesthetically pleasing, something beautiful to look at and that showed off my drawing skills. Then I learnt about conceptual art, and now I strive to make an artwork combining the two ideas. I want to better my skills, I'm constantly batteling with myself to make something so beautiful, I could stand back and think... wow.' This question lead me to look at past artworks that sparked my enjoyment of drawing, the artists that I so wanted to be as good as when I grew up. I remember going through Marilyn Manson's water colours when I first got into his music, they are quite beautiful, even if they were created in a drunken state.

non-sense.

It's occured to me how much I've got to do.
And in such a small amount of time.

My brain can't handle the amount of tiny things that need to be done by the end of the month, I'm not sure that I'll be able to do them all. But I'll die trying... I find myself writing numerous amounts of post-its or to-do lists, my bin is full of scrunched up yellow post-its. I'm tired. I need a break. One week till my easter holiday, it couldn't be more needed!



Plans for easter:
- Sleep!
- Essay.
- See people.
- Eat out.
- Documentation.

dare to dream..?

I dreamt that I could make time stop.
Much like Bernard could.
A watch like this one was sat in the palm of my hand, glistening, ticking with a very odd and unusual rythm. It was like watching an episode of Bernard's Watch, because obviously I could change the events occuring in my everyday life, but.. this was strange as I could ony pause one aspect of my day, for example, one person would freeze, rather then the entire population.
So yes. My point being. I would really like to own one of these pocket watches, I think they are beautiful, and I for one would like to own one much like the one in the picture below.


-> Beautiful.