i've noticed...

how different we are.....
We are worlds apart.


I'm sure this will become apparent to you soon enough, and I'll be there to say I told you so. It won't be nice at all, but when it happens, we'll both be at peace. It's a shame, we've been so great together, and it will truly ruin me, but it'll be for the best I'm sure.


"Let the pleasure in the shape of a heart lie to me
And finally confirm all fears to be so real."

Today..

a large balloon arrived for me in the post.
Reminding me that tomorrow, I'll be 20.
Not impressed, it's come around so quickly.
-> Maybe if I just sleep all day I won't get any older??




Gah! Any way, I'm off to wycombe in a little while, with the boyfriend! :D
I'm looking to buy a skirt, a black top and a skull scarf.

Jelous much?

She's so pretty, so creative, so talented....
Gahhh this isn't fair, I have to work so f*cking hard to be good at half the things she is! :(

It's August.

Gosh, this year is going by so quickly.

York was lovely most of the time, although I am glad to be home with my sister. I did miss her an awful lot, I don't think she knows... It was a week spent with Joe's family which isn't a problem normally, I just feel slightly distant from them - out of place maybe?? I can't really explain it without sounding rude or making no sense at all...

Currently:-> I'm sat in my room listening to Dommin, which I've missed!
-> I've paid this months rent, just waiting for the other student documents to be done! Although it's not me who's behind... It's really stressing me!
-> My scaffolding piercing has flared up, and maybe become infected.. JOY! I'm not impressed and I am caring for it 24-7.
-> I've got to step up on my drawing and painting! My skills are lacking...



P.s: It's my birthday on Wednesday, I'll be 20. I'm not really looking forward to it, but still. Oh! I'm now working that day as well..

Yorkyorkyork.

I'm going on holiday tomorrow...
Not 100% excited to be honest, but I'm working on it. I've never been and I don't know what to expect, maybe some sheep and fields??? Gahhh! I'm pretty tired.




G'night.

Morph.

I've been playing with the delights of morphthing.com and the idea came to me to morph my face with the genius Albert Einstein. I personally hope that I look this good when I reach 70/80 years old!

So far...

The drawing is going really well, but I need to stop relying on tracing the outlines, I'm going do work on my free hand sketching. Starting with... a portrait of Ville Valo, hopefully I'll do a good job.

Wish me luck.