Family..
Is a term used to describe a primary social group; parents and children. The social unit that we are born into, raised by and usually spend a vast amount of our lives with, or so we'd like to think..
For some people this isn't true, and for others this is taken away from them at some stage in their lives, whether deat plays a part in it, or just a seperation of the parents, siblings or whatever.
Either way.. "family" is hard!
I cannot even begin to understand mine, the list of disfunctions within my family is completely endless. I wouldn't even know where to begin.
Unsure of them, this doesn't mean i don't love them, and recently i have had a few reasons to challenge my love for them. It's actually quite hard to bear.
I don't think that anyone should have to watch what i have had to watch. Ever.
Even with what's going on around me i feel as if it makes me more aware of situations around me, more able to rely on my own independance. I can't say i enjoy watching this but i feel a shove into an emotion atmosphere helps you with the odd events life tends to throw at us, at random intervals when ever it likes.
I'm unsure of what path the next few weeks will take, i'm not sure how i'll end up, but i know i'll have help. I know it'll reap some benefits..
I'm hoping so anyway.
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