Do you really think I want to listen to you? I'm trying to deal with this on my own, and right now all you're doing is making me want to hide away. I'm aware that I may not be dealing with this very well - some may say I'm in a kind of self destruct mode right now, which is most likely true.
Let me deal with it my own way.
It may not be the best way to do so - but so what?
There are 2 people I'll accept help from, and right now they aren't in my reach. So for now I guess I'll just slowly disappear, fade away, dissolve, whatever it takes to feel better. Even a feeling of total numbness would be better than this.
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