It's funny

how one song can describe how you feel better than any other thing in the world, now yesterday Ricky gave me a pile of Cd's to put on my laptop, one of them being Stone Sour's latest album Audio Secrecy. There is one song on there, well if I'm honest a few songs, but one in particular that really gets to me, so I'm going to post the lyrics, so you know how I feel right now.

Some things are better off forgotten,
We bury them in places that we really only visit by ourselves,
Oh, and you were a version like no other,
Oh, they never tell you what to do when all you see is gone,
What's the sense in anything, when what they say is wrong?
Oh, what do you wanna hear?
Do you wanna know how many times
I tore my self apart 'cause your not here?
And oh, what do you wanna know?
Does it make you feel alive
To know I had to die to finally let you go?
Stop me, I find myself believing,
A story gets rewritten so a blasphemy is permitted once again,
Oh, and you were so perfectly imperfect,
Oh, they never tell you what to do when all you have are lies.
What's the sense in anything, it's just one more goodbye?
Oh, what do you wanna hear?
Do you wanna know how many times
I tore my self apart 'cause your not here?
And oh, what do you wanna know?
Does it make you feel alive
To know I had to die to finally let you go?



This explains things better than I ever could.
I think I'm done with this, it's finally time for me to live for myself.
It's been a long time coming, but now I can be myself.